I traveled alone-empty from friends who could not relate
Nobody wanted to listen at 2 AM
Lostt in a new haze
A body revolting for just one more pill
Nothing to escape
No way back
Crying no one listening
Everyone pretending they cared but not really,
just as long as they had their own secret fix
“Stay strong” they said from their own messy lives
I know clean-it hurts; bleeds real blood
My tears don’t stop-how did I get here?
I changed my mind but nobody will listen
Please another refill day? Plentiful without a worry or a feeling..
LEFTT, too excruciating to go just one more night….