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August 9, 2016coreysuniverseblog #U-ME #Where we talk, Uncategorized Leave a comment

Secret whisperings in the moonlight

I love you’s  on the water’s edge

Sweet dreams  in the curves of each other’s arms.

 

-Corey

BORN THIS WAY-2016

 

 

-Corey

BORN THIS WAY-2016

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  • # authentic truth # intentionality # just Corey # style all my own # Evolved # just Corey
  • # I don't think I can do the opiate thing # miss my Adderall #where is the fire in my body and head # evaluation
  • # I will keep my demons and keep myself # No interest in mellow # Adderall withdrawal and PTSD
  • # it is more than good test takers# I found my voice with my father at 10 years old#, #finding my voice #allowing a teacher and students to discredit my academic experience # public schools are good,
  • # limiting # I am my own person# who are you# what makes you, #No labels, you?# no labels not allowed.
  • # missing the maniac's hours, # my friend Eugene# Stephanie and I getting involved in homelessness, #homelessness#volunteering at soup kitcken
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  • #angels #devil #eyes wide shut # the eyes of god # where did I stop questioning and searching the divine
  • #anorexia # in patient help # real this time
  • #Anorexia # recovery # coming home from the DNC # HECTIC new blog of mine
  • #anorexia # recovery # struggle
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  • #anorexia # recovery # when I was a kid food made me happy # feelings of hungry #starvation #will I ever dive into a plate again?
  • #anorexia # recovery #AMPED # Coffee # to do list accomplished # Adderall #pain pills are necessity # Calls for campaign
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  • #anorexia # relapse? # mayhem merry-go-round # end of health reports # later fiction #my apologies
  • #anorexia # source of anxiety for people # getting to well # anorexia recovery,
  • #anorexia #Clinton campaign #challenge of today# injuries #surgeries #Bella # Julia Bleu #U-ME
  • #anorexia #in patient # therapy doesn't work # feeding tubes are not part of new thinking,
  • #anorexia #my closet of secrets # new triggers # time to be honest,
  • #anorexia #psych ward 101 # white on brown rice # If a psych patient tells you it is true # Begging to get into AA meetings # The anorexic hogging the tv for food network
  • #Anorexia #recovery # gifts of recovery # pain of anorexia # friend in pain # letting people down # anorexia hurts loved ones # fighting the fight
  • #anorexia #recovery # your amped up power# put it to good use # not against your body # use your power to make a difference
  • #anorexia #recovery #drastic wait gain # sliding into the weekend # U-ME #Stephanie
  • #anorexia #recovery #drastic weight gain #loss of control #Need control back # I am not okay# yes this is my disease
  • #anorexia #recovery #endorphins of exercise # healthy lifestyle #gaining confidence
  • #Anorexia #recovery #failing # last chance # Radical Will # I have no more chances # a kind gesture I require
  • #ANOREXIA #RECOVERY #HEART ATTACK #SCARED OF MY BODY #LOST 7 POUNDS # FEEDING TUBE
  • #Anorexia #recovery #I need control #I cant hide #obsession# crazy feelings and thoughts #need a plan
  • #anorexia #recovery #radical will # I get to go to the gym # it isn't all about weight restoration # I am going to kill my anorexia
  • #anorexia #recovery #radical will # nausea # I will get this right # body dysmorphia
  • #anorexia #recovery #relapse # second opinion # Heading to John Hopkins
  • #anorexia #recovery #struggle # must get over this hump# I want to get to well #too must unhealthy
  • #anorexia #recovery #struggle #lifelines #grateful to my readers
  • #anorexia #recovery #U-ME # first bad words #I wish Stephanie was going to my appointment # Facebook-I got in trouble # I hope Stephanie comes home early # I will post about anorexia today
  • #anorexia #recovery #unsteady #slippery slope # my life to this disease #numbers are my enemy
  • #anorexia #recovery# my mom # compliment # I will be in control # I can do this # I had to eat pasta # U-ME
  • #Anorexia #starvation #in Patient
  • #Anorexia #starvation #in Patient #bolus protocol #feeding tube
  • #anorexia #the fight continues # I landed on my face # the monster will not win# my ego matters no more # 6 weeks to a different me
  • #anorexia #trying to gain weight # scared of failing #not seeing santa # Radical Will, #recovery
  • #anorexia #walden #radical will # road to recovery
  • #anorexia #weak bones #dislocated my knee cap # U-ME # broke my femur in two places # need to evaluate my road racing for the summer # 8 weeks in a cast
  • #anorexia recovery #my story # my life #my way
  • #anorexia#bolus protocol # I will starve myself to death
  • #anorexia#corey Britton's story#illness of my discontent#
  • #anorexia, #getting a feeding tube, #Walden eating disorders hospital
  • #anorexia, #therapeutic alliance # heading home# no weight gain
  • #authenticity #self truth #creating ourselves
  • #authenticity #self-actualization #addiction #recovery #xanax #adderall #fall from Grace #Facebook community #transgender community
  • #authenticity #self-actualizattion #addiction #recovery #dependence
  • #Awaiting my tumor results # naked # I can only start where I am #eating humble pie #WBFF fitness #inspiration # I am going to be fine #U-ME # our future together # engagement #living together #holida
  • #believers #atheists # equality for all
  • #believin#notmygod#notyourjesus#beingtested#strength#Faithinwhatever#mypugjuliableu#surrending#willmakeit#budapest#grieving#selfish#running#givinguponme#
  • #bend in time# working for HRC through election day#I am not very sure
  • #best friends #fall in love # takes along time tonight is our first date
  • #bestfriends#marriage#loveforever#Divorce#ItGirl#Family#ex-wife#
  • #big day # mania # appointment #bad news # appointment at Hopkins # speech therapy # brain on fire # low today with everything going on # emergency brake on my revved up brain
  • #Blacklivesmatter# U-ME # Political conventions # Hate divides our country # getting engaged # promise ring # making plans to live together
  • #brain on fire # peace eludes me # where is my soul gone? #I fear oblivion # I could see a hint of me deep in my eyes # I can leave without peace #I can't lose my soul
  • #brain on fire # writing for transwisdom # Bella and I going to see Clinton and Sanders # turning forty
  • #brain on fire #demons #angels #god #the devil #darkness #lightness # I am grateful to my angels
  • #brain on fire #information overload seizures? # What is normal? #My normal needs medical attention
  • #Brain pace too fast # brain cells on fire # I can't keep up with the thoughts # It will take time # Called the neurologist # please let me sleep
  • #Branding yourself #Corey's Universe # Get creative with you# we are all you unique without trying
  • #Brexit #it affects the US elections #trump gets momentum # people spoke #they are not happy #this is no joke # markets crashed
  • #brillianttime#purebliss#anorexia#journeytowell#slipperyslope#deconstructingmyself#howcouldIdoit#starvingmyself#whatiswrongwithmymind
  • #broke-down body # new surgeon # surgery is happening # need to get first surgery done# major surgery needed on other leg # thumb reconstruction next?
  • #caitlynjenner3trumptowers#bella#adrianna#coreyschronicles#juliableuandcancer#facebook#intersexed#transgederedtoo#bathrooms#fastfriends#poorjackoverdue
  • #chaos#elections#not partys but pottys#sexism#fix your fucing hair#
  • #Christian # Buddhist# #wavering faith #unwavering faith # Finding the Sacred in the entirety of the Divine # My story of City of Angels
  • #Christian Buddhist # I shaved my head # I prayed for unwavering faith # I wrote to God everyday # I received the gift # I am at home in the Episcopal Church
  • #Clinton #Coming Clean without a doubt # U-ME # Clinton needs to put emails to rest immediatel
  • #Clinton #Coming Clean without a doubt # U-ME # Clinton needs to put emails to rest immediately
  • #Clinton #Trump #Clinton office #Dover NH # First day in office
  • #computer hell# recovery# time for a pain pill#linux
  • #Corey #living authentically #intentionality # I decided yesterday was my worst day # Every day is my bitch
  • #Corey's Universe# Free to be # yielding to your own curve # not just a concept # a way of life
  • #coreyschroniclehours#newwritingtime#notthemaniacshours#iamsad#Iworryaboutbellla#jackdiedoneweekago#freakingmyfreaky#Imustbestrong#myfriendeugene#
  • #daylight #breaking #darkness is gone
  • #dead poet's society # following your heart # inspiring others to follow their dreams #Robin Williams
  • #Don must be sidelined # polls narrow # Clinton appears that unlikable #Clinton appears that untrustworthy #Republicans need a new viable candidate
  • #Dont short yourself in life
  • #Dream #dare to live # Live with life
  • #dream big #fly high # we are all better when we are free # my brain fire is subsiding
  • #Endless Possibilities # I write every morning # I got this day #Today is my bitch
  • #Eugene my friend# A phone to call his daughter# I love Stephanie# She makes me a better person#Eugene has lots to teach me#, #homelessness#mymessedupblog#
  • #eugene#homelessness#hekpingythepoor#wecanaffordtodoit#myfriendsarenowinvolved#newmeaningtothemaniashours#cold#noEugenetobefound#Iefttwentydollarsinanevelope#nomorefaggot#iamworriedabouteugene#itscold
  • #evolution #injuries and surgeries # going back to school # easing up on the campaign
  • #EXTREMISTS #Islamic #domestic # people cheering the killing of 50 innocent people # this is not okay # equality for every American
  • #facts #not commom in critical thinking # wavering faith for now #reading the Holy Bible without judgment
  • #Faith #expectation # believers
  • #Finding the sacred in ordinary #It is not the big things # Everyday little things # it isn't just what I want
  • #Finding the sacred in the ordinary #bad news brings the comfort of the Divine # a bad day when I take out God
  • #fire in my brain # madness makes me happy # writing with everything unplugged
  • #fire in the brain # daily rituals #structure # what it has meant for me # accomplishments # school starting up #readjusting my priorities
  • #First month of 40 # new heights of writing and productivity #a fiery brain and parallel mind # reality check at the gym #getting to well #Anorexia #recovery
  • #flipflops#surgery#anorexia#morphine#fragile#gratitude#
  • #followingyourdreams#communitycolleges#beingawriter#adjunctprofessors#money#practical#maniac'shours#Fairlivingwage#lovemyprofessors#
  • #forgo the presidency # lets figure ourselves out as a country # Congress passes legislation #Supreme court signs off on legislation # no Trump # Hillary and emails getting worse
  • #Frame of mind #Depression #mania #Adderall withdrawal #tich of depression #incapacitated # frame of mind is everything
  • #freedom # the ultimate goal #I sold my soul to the devil to get to it # I don't own an alarm clock # left the work force at 26 for good
  • #friends and family #love and support #am I special needs? # mania madness # I got this surgery # Thank you to my friends and family
  • #Game changer# I am not going to rot# Fix my freaking body # hurricane with a little sunshine # NOT just another appointment
  • #god #angels #the divine # illogical # logical # Am I an angel # my soul is superior #I have heard you loud and clear
  • #god #unwavering faith # not reading the bible # a comfort and solace #Adderall withdrawal # I accepted my fate # comfort in the divine
  • #going home from the hospital # recovery needs to start # I am scared and too tired #limo ride
  • #goldenelixir#comejoinme#solitude
  • #Gratitude # being grateful for what we do have # an off day turns out okay # find what you are passionate about # make a difference # healthy living
  • #gratitude work # whatever works for you # there is no right way to do gratitude work # My gratitude stems from Buddhism # Matters that you are grateful
  • #GUN CONTROL #DONT WANT TO DEBATE# HOMELESSNESS AND EUGENE# ANOREXIA #I AM SO CLOSE TO RECOVERY#BETTER BLOGGING PRACTICES
  • #HATE #ProudToBe Video # gender identities # people praising Orlando massacre # what is wrong with this country #gun violence #senate rejects a bill # YOUTUBE#HATE #ProudToBe Video # gender identities
  • #hectic # AMPED # obscene blogging# productivity epic # fiery brain #dysorder# mania #peace eludes me
  • #Herd of won #Freak Tony Robbins # AM I dealing you in or out?
  • #HillaryClinton#President#2016
  • #home?#livingoutofsuitcases#homeiswherevermyfriendsare#gypsiehouse#whatdoeshomemeanforyou?#suitesinhotels
  • #homeless report in NH and Dover specifically# Eugene# volunteering tonight# going to buy donations# Do epic shit#
  • #HOMELESSNESS # MY FRIEND EUGENE # COMING OVER # BUYING FOOD # INCOME DISTRIBUTION GONE WRONG
  • #homelessness #my friend Eugene # what a surprise # no more phone # we don't talk about his daughter # we don't talk about Stephanie # worried about Eugene in the winter months
  • #homelessness #my friend Eugene #U-ME # I have a tumor #waiting on pathology reports # I am strong and fortunate for the loving people in my life
  • #homelessness# My Friend Eugene # getting some numbers from the state#finding out about resources
  • #homelessness#humbled#myfriendEugene#Eugenehaslotstoteachme#Ifuckedupmyblogaweekago#IloveStephanie#
  • #homelessness#myfriendEugene#volunterringatsoupkitchens#Ilovestephanie#trac-phone for Eugene#the maniac's hours
  • #homelessnessisnow#howdareistayclean#whydidntisuggestweorkinginasoupkitchen#pleaseforgiveEugeneand yourgreatbigfasmily#somuchicandonow#notwaitingyearsforameeting#iamprentiousnobetterthanmymother#pleas
  • #hope#surgery#onerunagain#Mizunosneakers#willitbemorethan1race#lastsurgerybeforereplacement#
  • #HRC for President #History #a dream come true# 8 long years #her time #the only candidate
  • #I am a junkie # withdrawal weekend # prescription junkie #huge respect for the real junkies #Adderall
  • #I am a Rock# strongest will #determination # steadfast friend #Lost my footing # Adderall withdrawal #Questioning #Unsure
  • #I am not a grown up # never grow up # be responsible #have a lot fun
  • #I am with Stephanie #finally together # getting engaged # new Facebook group #Rainbow Nation # equality for all
  • #in patient# medication # rules #groups # and more
  • #insomnia #pure mania #maniac's hours #zyrem just once# I don't want to lose my extra hours# sleeping hygiene
  • #intentions#animalshavealottoteachus#nodrama#Jacksbox#compassion#dayfilledwithintentions#thankyou#kindness#
  • #June 4 recovery meltdown # feeling so awful and fat # gained weight too fast # transgression #have a plan to get back to a comfortable place
  • #kid's instagram response to the Orlando murders
  • #last month of my life has been a really unrealistic ride#Jack and his legend#Julia has stage 2 cancer# tumor#Europe#we are all griving thousands of miles a part# Get back to me Mary Oliver i will hav
  • #LGBTQ #Hate #Fear #ASHAMED #LOVE TRUMPS HATE # I Am Scared
  • #life baggage #ex wife #past #parents # U-ME # baggage carousel
  • #life changes #HRC #my daughter
  • #life refresh button # setting it today,
  • #liverentfreewithme#aburdity#drinkstoomuchwine#eatdisordershospital#milliondollars#iamachump#whatareyouthinking#penthouse#
  • #madness # my normal # happy when mania madness is on fire # Born this way # Madness does not differentiate me # the sheep in her pasture
  • #makeadifferrence#gratitude#Thankful#crumpyallman#maniacshours#robinhood#Smileatastranger#Saythankyou#Makeadifference#Dowhatyoucan#
  • #making it count #authenticity # mattering # living authentically # helping others # we are all just human beings
  • #Mania # AMPED # HECTIC # fire on the brain # Misunderstood # My pure mania
  • #mania # no sleep # constant brain feeding # always in motion # need understanding
  • #MANIA # NO SLEEP # NO CURE,
  • #mania # unmedicated # alone
  • #mania #madness #U-ME # Maintaining some normal
  • #mania #new blog # Hoping coffee quells my Madness # Very creative right now
  • #mania #pain pills in the way # too much sleep #no maniac's hours # problem solved
  • #Mania Madness # bipolar is not pure mania # I have no off switch # I have no stop switch # No medication for pure mania
  • #Mania Madness # I will take the fire I cant control # make it mine # my writing will be my savior # Anxious to see what I write while under the influence #Power will be mine to utilize in my writing
  • #Mania Madness # my mind's zone # drawing with words # Vivid descriptions # I hope this isn't the calm before storm # I like me in the zone
  • #mania madness # needing a schedule # study is priority after people and animals # indecisions # lack of focus and motivation
  • #mania madness # not embracing my gremlins # trying to avoid the hospital #the hardest part of my surgery pain wise # I usually love my gremlins # I usually love my mania # no appetite
  • #Mania madness # the zone # releasing the gremlins and demons# word porn # is a mind like mind yearning to be controlled?
  • #Mania Madness #AMPED #HECTIC # DO not disturb # excess energy # Bella is going to be kick ass
  • #mania madness #fire in my brain # Heading to the gym #Pray to hyper-focus # I will keep my fire in my belly and my soul # functioning while dyfunctional
  • #mania madness #increased mania #approaching forty in a week # panic mode # not mania madness
  • #Mania madness #U-ME # AMPED UP # NOT enough sleep
  • #mania madness quelling # I can say no hospital stay # Writing a lot on anorexia #recovery #grateful# Many first lights
  • #marriage #no rush # wait to do it
  • #me time #I need a lot of it #what does your me time look like?#Is my own life too unrealistic?
  • #Melbourne beach Florida # a #bumpyride #Seabeaner #The elusive Hamburger # I found one today #here is a picture of it #U-ME so in love
  • #Merton #the monastic life# mania #madness # the devil #God and the angels# Living a singular life# The electricity of my pace oddity of my brain
  • #Mini mental-mind fuckers # Adderall #withdrawal # I am back # do not speed-splatt stop # grateful
  • #More fractures # boneshearing pain # higher than a kite # seducing my girl # Life is going to suck tomorrow!
  • #mothersday with my family#Jack finally with the people he needs to be with# UNH YOUTH Symphonia#Brilliant#unexpected#
  • #my daughter # our day together #beauty day # Julia Bleu gets jealous
  • #My dulled self # Evolutions # Worse day #Climbing out of hole #surgeon today
  • #my quirkiness #a lot due to mania# maniac's hours # clean and more clean #Stephanie wins me with her cleaning # tip of the iceberg
  • #My six life lessons of my first forty years# authenticity # building bridges# love myself # play nice in sandbox # growing my heart #be kind
  • #mydogdied#mybestfriendisgone#candlesarelitfrompraguetodover#drivingmydeaddoginacarservice#farewelljack#
  • #myjourneythroughanorexia#themaniacshours#routines#goldenelixir#coffee#perfection#scalegoingdown#control#perfectionism#theperfecthigh#Imissthosetimes#thestorycontinues#
  • #MYSTORYOFANOREXIA#THEBLISS#THEEUPHRIA#iWASINCONTROL#iLOSTCONTROLTOTHISINSIDIOUSDISORDER#SIZE00#HOWCOULDIGETTHISTHIN#THEWORSTISYETTOCOME#
  • #neverforgettosay#Iloveyou#TravellinghomefromBudapest#JacksavedJuliaBleu'slife#3packagesofjack#myfamilystartstomourn#goodbyedearjack#hehadtheperfectday#
  • #New blog DSYORDER for Pure Mania # My beloved readers and Maniacal Musings blog # Pure Mania is so HECTIC AND AMPED #Madness is not good for casual writing.
  • #New bog # finding the sacred in the ordinary # a spiritual blog on my daily life # Roman Catholic # Buddhism # No confirmation # restrictions of my mother religion
  • #New scars more than i expected # my click in my knee # trying on my Mizunos # treadmill test tomorrow#
  • #Next in line # Julia Bleu steps up #my pug # my best friend #cancer
  • #NO BUCKET LIST # ENTIRE LIFE SHOULD BE A BUCKET LIST
  • #NO Labels # nonjudgmental personality of mine # Labels are divisive # Everyone deserves a chance and a space in corey's universe # Imperfections are sexy # Tell me your flaws I will tell you mine # A
  • #Not an adult #stay young #don't take yourself so seriously
  • #nyc EDGE # PERSONALITY # DONT SUFFER FOOLS
  • #once in a lifetime opportunity # new evolution # changes in my life # out of my comfort zone
  • #opinions # whose matter to you? # why do you care what other people think
  • #Orlando #equality for all Americans # not all Muslims are bad # we have to tolerate one another
  • #OUR FIRST DATE TONIGHT # I AM FILLED WITH BUTTERFLIES # BEST FRIENDS FOR TWO YEARS# WE BOTH ARE READY TO BE TOGETHER # WE ARE SO EXCITED
  • #Out with the trash # limpy dick# old man # Unwanted innuendo # enough # all done
  • #Pain and anguish # a friend I will not leave #caught off guard # despair I felt instantly # a weekend of bliss with my daughter #sleep and temporary peace #Love and humanity #The gift of ME
  • #parentalgamechanger#
  • #post election protests # TRUMP # The markets # Foreign currency # I trade # USD/YEN # I got this market ride
  • #Psych wards #the mental mystique #my friend # writing soon
  • #pure mania #brain on fire and mind running parelell # reading in the maniac's hours# blessed with fire running through my body
  • #Rainbow Nation # Ally to Activist # equality for all #LGBTQIA and specifically transgender # all minorities # a voice # we will work everyday # From ally to activist # I found my calling #Rainbow Nat
  • #Rainbow Nation # Facebook group # equality for all # LGBTQIA # Please join us # Democratic #anti-discrimination laws for all especially transgender # all voices are equal
  • #Rainbow Nation # Facebook group # supporting equality and rights of everyone.#Looking for new members#grassroots group# activists
  • #Rainbow Nation # Our voices must be heard # consider joining # we need to believe in a better tomorrow # Collectively we are better #equality for all
  • #Rainbow Nation #Facebook all inclusive group #equality and anti-discrimination for all #invite to #Million women march in January #Please join Rainbow Nation
  • #recovery #anorexia # home
  • #second opinions # professors and bosses #too much power # insecurities
  • #self expression #self actualization # authentic self #intentional style #be who you are and go all the way
  • #shit has happened # life is going on # I am not a whiner or a pathetic wimp# I got this # I did most of this # orange diet soda cured me
  • #social media #mentally ill # what is my obligation #fix this problem please
  • #social media bashing #gas lighting # my living hell # I am over it # can't touch me anymore # I am going back to my always forward motion #you derailed me # Good bye
  • #soulmates didn't work #dishonesty # compromised myself for somebody # glad it is over #moved on
  • #SOUP KITCHEN #EUGENE#VOLUNTEERING # MAKING A BIGGER PLAN
  • #Space#Yes#no#Gray#abstract#concrete#divorce#Sociology#psych#conseling#
  • #state of my year #new years resolutions # things change #
  • #success # I lost everything # I will be back # I lost me # did I have a soul? # I have my believers # I have my doubters # My destiny
  • #Sunday #mania madness # my daughter # Surgery on Tuesday #AMPED
  • #surgeries #gym # recreating my body into a machine #parental woes # fire on the brain burning brilliantly
  • #surgery today # it was not a cyst # I have a tumor #waiting for pathology results # hard fighting the fight #Rainbow Nation is not quitting # U-ME # I love her # Better day tomorrow
  • #the about spaces on my blogs # they are blank #I need to create myself out of what is real # there are some major surprises
  • #THE DRAGON OF SLEEP DEPRIVATION # PEACE ELUDES ME # I AM SCARED OF ANOTHER SLEEPNESS NIGHT # PLEASE SPARE ME
  • #The maniac's hours # speaking in plain language about pure mania # day filled with potential and possibilities
  • #The matters of family holidays # my sister is coming after five years # my finger is hurting #bandage needs to be changed today U-ME # additional Adderall
  • #The unknown # is it cancer? #Does it matter? #Checking in with my faith # a tumor waiting on a pathology report #Monday morning # game changer is this post not appointment.
  • #themaniacshours#routine#anillusioniamawriter#Anewtimeoftimetoperhapswrite#needaname#needtobringittolife#sleepingthoughthemaniacshours#
  • #Time with my dog and car# feeing lost # anorexia #recovery # autonomy $I want to do it by myself # I want to do for others #very grateful
  • #transgender #cis-gender #not that far apart #we are all human beings first # not comparing the transitions #transgender people are shackled
  • #Trump # changing rental rates at trump towers # no platform #Kareem Abdul-Jabbar# Softening on immigration #No black voters anywhere #less than 1 percent in Pennsylvania
  • #Trump # Foreign Policy # Fact checking #Clinton's two gaffes # this is not a primary contest #presidential #election
  • #trump #Clinton # No tax returns released # trump 650 million in corporate debt # A new Don # Watch the polls change #Clinton's emails hold her key to presidency
  • #trump #Clinton #distorted vision# LOVE TRUMPS HATE# Don not viable #Clinton's lies
  • #trump #Clinton #muddier waters for both #Clinton foundation # Trump chief strategist departure #Ukraine money
  • #trump #Clinton #racial profiling # Unfavorabilty ratings # House has Clinton interview
  • #Trump #Clinton #Trump gaffes #Clinton up again in the polls # Trump misses opportunity to nail Clinton on emails
  • #TRUMP #recounts # Sunset on river # who is draining the swamp # I love my pug #mania madness #U-ME
  • #Trump unfit # last second amendment comments crossed the line # time to do something about it
  • #TRUTH #SEARCH FOR IT #LIVE IT #FUCK IT # BE A POSER
  • #Tump # Unfit for presidency # no nuclear codes for Trump#Trump accuses Obama of founding ISIS # What the fuck next for the Don?
  • #u-me # being intimate # our konnection # moving instantly from friends to lovers# so out of this universe happy
  • #U-Me # Engagement# moving in together # my daughter # combining our things # building our dream house next year
  • #U-ME # heading home# I am so in love # I don't want her to leave # conversation about engagement #conversation abut living together # I would give her all of me# Corey just for Stephanie
  • #U-me # our first date #fist kiss #holding hands# dinner was great # to the beach # the best kiss # roses all over the suite #to be continued……
  • #U-ME #Castro has died #Going to Miami and Little Havana # Getting ready # a year ago and the wretched junkie #I am so lucky #Stephanie is perfect # Night out in Miami
  • #U-ME #engagement #Holidays #feeling so grateful # glad my happiness can not be so easily ruined # December 2016 # Monday's appointment # Stringing holiday lights # Perrier Jouet #white light ambience
  • #U-ME #ENGAGEMENT IS SET! # moving in together #starting our forever
  • #U-ME #EPIIC NIGHT # Back on track #Rainbow Nation # equality for everyone # I know what I want # U-ME together forever
  • #U-ME #First day back to reality # a suitcase of sexy nighties and lingerie
  • #U-ME #getting engaged #have an AMPED weekend
  • #U-ME #getting engaged #moving in #lots to do #lots of blogging to do #Friday night ease
  • #U-Me #Getting engaged this weekend # my love of my life # I pray she says yes # plans on moving in together # Christmas carols tonight #who's bras are they? So doesn't matter # 2016 holidays are my b
  • #U-Me #Miami # Little Havana # Night clubs # Suite with water view # breakfast in our room # Stephanie is the bomb # I got so freaking lucky
  • #U-ME #musings #details # AMPED #EXCITED #HECTIC
  • #U-Me #Rainbow Nation #Feeling better #Trump #Life goes on #I will not unplug in Florida # Busy day today
  • #U-Me #surgery tomorrow# anxious #mania madness # tumor in my finger # I pray everything is okay #Rainbow Nation rocks # Thank you for reading me tonight
  • #U-Me #Together # Engagement #moving in # always so AMPED together # another weekend together
  • #U-ME #we continue to grow # Weekend spent with the family # time is moving by
  • #U-ME #We didn't go right home # it is so magical # I am in a love coma #We are headed home now to start our new chapter of our life
  • #U-ME #Where we talk
  • #U-ME# Mania Madness # Staying out of the hospital # losses for friends# WE are so happy # I need three hours of sleep tonight #primary care appointment tomorrow
  • #Wandering # dreams # reality # not in the game #levelled
  • #wavering faith # unwavering faith #judgment free zone # not trying to change you # you are fine as you are# I seek solace in my faith
  • #we are responsible for the 50 murders #WE will not stop loving who WE love
  • #what is going on in this country? #truth or dare? #gay prides #chicago shootings# it just keeps going
  • #WHAT IS YOUR WHY?
  • #whispering # U-ME # We whisper everything
  • #white collar hackers # I escaped getting hacked #mentally hijacked for certain # I am in shock over this person # the lengths people will sink to # All is well for the Holidays
  • #Who am I as I write # different blogs different writers # time to write my about pages # my fiery brain is perfect # I don't want my temperament to change
  • #who are you #style # persona # authenticity # we are lost
  • #whose life matters # living in oblivion# November 8 is coming# hatred and bigotry is a vile reality for all of us
  • #Why # I stopped questioning # unwavering faith # my angels # I believe in science just as much as I believe in God # we are mere mortals
  • #wild and precious life# on the beach with our kids# marrying you best friend in life# riding a motorcycle# Not a lot# Happy and content#
  • #window #trains take you anywhere # dreams of travel # watching the trains go by
  • #Writing is an art #the craft should be revered # My blogging experience # myself as a writer
  • #writing is like breathing# always with a journal and a pen#found my writing voice# need to write every single day
  • anothersurgery@#sscars#insideandoutsidethebody#Iwillrun#mizunosiwear#roadracingwithmydaughter#iwillnottakeno3surgerytomorrow#scarsarespecial#
  • Labels #Anorexia #lifer? # treated right # back on track # fighting getting down # rising from the ashes # inappropriate doctor # I will overcome #no more pity party for me
  • Mania #madness # My Maniac's hours # #lack of cohesion # write again with less medication # I am blessed for my brain # who does my brain belong to?
  • Me and my pug # pelting rain # I made a mistake taking out in the rain # snuggling close # forgiveness is best # until we go out and do it again
  • Mind#Servant#Strength#Determination#Anorexia#secrets#closets#god#faith#will#
  • mymask#uncover#weallwearamask#authenticity#fear#itusedtocovermyentirebody
  • perspective#Ifeel#Factsmatter#Nogray#
  • socialmedia#friendship#soulmates#transgendered#articiality#norealfriendsincyberspace#makeyourprofilereal#nofalsepersonas#takeachance#imadeafriend#
  • Trump# his swamp with sewer gushing into it # America is NOT Trump's trophy # Protesting on Inauguration day # Will be arrested for economic terrorism?
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  • # a day in the life, #psyche unit in-patient # mania # patients # medications # diagnoses
  • # Anorexia #in-patient # I am not a lifer #feeding tube # adding on more food# the therapeutic alliance,
  • # anorexia seeps from my soul to write my story # the fire burns hot in my brain # AMPED UP # the golden elixir # the time is now # hyper-focused.
  • # authentic truth # intentionality # just Corey # style all my own # Evolved # just Corey
  • # I don't think I can do the opiate thing # miss my Adderall #where is the fire in my body and head # evaluation
  • # I will keep my demons and keep myself # No interest in mellow # Adderall withdrawal and PTSD
  • # it is more than good test takers# I found my voice with my father at 10 years old#, #finding my voice #allowing a teacher and students to discredit my academic experience # public schools are good,
  • # limiting # I am my own person# who are you# what makes you, #No labels, you?# no labels not allowed.
  • # missing the maniac's hours, # my friend Eugene# Stephanie and I getting involved in homelessness, #homelessness#volunteering at soup kitcken
  • # my friend Eugene# Stephanie and I getting involved in homelessness, # She makes me a better person#Eugene has lots to teach me#, #homelessness#mymessedupblog#, volunteering tonight
  • # no pills # not mania madness # can I increase my vocabulary?# I hope this isn't short lived # I pay no mind to debilitating brain disorders # I think I can do this # speech is hard
  • # post operation treadmill test # I didn't push it as far as I could # I want to build it up not break it down # this will be a long process
  • # test tomorrow# please no click# am I in control # I must race again# I am scared and afraid but I must much forward
  • #300 posts #Thank you to my readers # I am getting this # I am a blogger #199 more to the magical 500
  • #40th bday #angels #I am a Warrior angel #God# the darkness of vacancy# right where I am supposed to be
  • #45 minutes of sleep # mania madness # brain on fire # about me for Maniacal Musings # I am nothing like bipolar# I fear not the cadence of my brain #I just ingested the golden elixir
  • #A new day has dawned # my friend and bodybuilding # I want to get shredded and have lean muscle mass # we are all different # my priorities # time to make decsions
  • #A society with no labels # divisive # diluting # we are far from it
  • #addict #heroin #OxyContin #oxycodone #surgery #death #sobriety #dope #badass #recovery
  • #addiction #Adderall #Xanax #prescription drugs #valium #Recovery #suffering #inhumane #pain #magic journey #well
  • #addiction #detox #recovery #anorexia #6 months # missing pills # a new me
  • #addiction #recovery #Christmas #psych-ward #mental illness
  • #agree to disagree #don't make politics personal # lets talk # I will listen #we all want a country that thrives # we want to thrive too,
  • #America is not trumps trophy# Equality and protection for all minorities #Hillary won election by over a million votes #electoral college picked trump # lists-put me on them # Hear me loud and clear
  • #AMPED #photo challenge #creativity #jagged little pill #Julia bleu
  • #ANEWDAY#SELF-CARE#ROADTOWELL#LIFECHANGESINSTANTLY#jack'sremains#nomoretears#celebration#Agift#livingand loving#
  • #angels #devil #eyes wide shut # the eyes of god # where did I stop questioning and searching the divine
  • #anorexia # in patient help # real this time
  • #Anorexia # recovery # coming home from the DNC # HECTIC new blog of mine
  • #anorexia # recovery # struggle
  • #Anorexia # recovery # two years # home stretch # lifting weights # my friend this weekend
  • #anorexia # recovery # when I was a kid food made me happy # feelings of hungry #starvation #will I ever dive into a plate again?
  • #anorexia # recovery #AMPED # Coffee # to do list accomplished # Adderall #pain pills are necessity # Calls for campaign
  • #anorexia # recovery #relapse # I need answers # anorexic mindset #weightloss
  • #anorexia # relapse? # mayhem merry-go-round # end of health reports # later fiction #my apologies
  • #anorexia # source of anxiety for people # getting to well # anorexia recovery,
  • #anorexia #Clinton campaign #challenge of today# injuries #surgeries #Bella # Julia Bleu #U-ME
  • #anorexia #in patient # therapy doesn't work # feeding tubes are not part of new thinking,
  • #anorexia #my closet of secrets # new triggers # time to be honest,
  • #anorexia #psych ward 101 # white on brown rice # If a psych patient tells you it is true # Begging to get into AA meetings # The anorexic hogging the tv for food network
  • #Anorexia #recovery # gifts of recovery # pain of anorexia # friend in pain # letting people down # anorexia hurts loved ones # fighting the fight
  • #anorexia #recovery # your amped up power# put it to good use # not against your body # use your power to make a difference
  • #anorexia #recovery #drastic wait gain # sliding into the weekend # U-ME #Stephanie
  • #anorexia #recovery #drastic weight gain #loss of control #Need control back # I am not okay# yes this is my disease
  • #anorexia #recovery #endorphins of exercise # healthy lifestyle #gaining confidence
  • #Anorexia #recovery #failing # last chance # Radical Will # I have no more chances # a kind gesture I require
  • #ANOREXIA #RECOVERY #HEART ATTACK #SCARED OF MY BODY #LOST 7 POUNDS # FEEDING TUBE
  • #Anorexia #recovery #I need control #I cant hide #obsession# crazy feelings and thoughts #need a plan
  • #anorexia #recovery #radical will # I get to go to the gym # it isn't all about weight restoration # I am going to kill my anorexia
  • #anorexia #recovery #radical will # nausea # I will get this right # body dysmorphia
  • #anorexia #recovery #relapse # second opinion # Heading to John Hopkins
  • #anorexia #recovery #struggle # must get over this hump# I want to get to well #too must unhealthy
  • #anorexia #recovery #struggle #lifelines #grateful to my readers
  • #anorexia #recovery #U-ME # first bad words #I wish Stephanie was going to my appointment # Facebook-I got in trouble # I hope Stephanie comes home early # I will post about anorexia today
  • #anorexia #recovery #unsteady #slippery slope # my life to this disease #numbers are my enemy
  • #anorexia #recovery# my mom # compliment # I will be in control # I can do this # I had to eat pasta # U-ME
  • #Anorexia #starvation #in Patient
  • #Anorexia #starvation #in Patient #bolus protocol #feeding tube
  • #anorexia #the fight continues # I landed on my face # the monster will not win# my ego matters no more # 6 weeks to a different me
  • #anorexia #trying to gain weight # scared of failing #not seeing santa # Radical Will, #recovery
  • #anorexia #walden #radical will # road to recovery
  • #anorexia #weak bones #dislocated my knee cap # U-ME # broke my femur in two places # need to evaluate my road racing for the summer # 8 weeks in a cast
  • #anorexia recovery #my story # my life #my way
  • #anorexia#bolus protocol # I will starve myself to death
  • #anorexia#corey Britton's story#illness of my discontent#
  • #anorexia, #getting a feeding tube, #Walden eating disorders hospital
  • #anorexia, #therapeutic alliance # heading home# no weight gain
  • #authenticity #self truth #creating ourselves
  • #authenticity #self-actualization #addiction #recovery #xanax #adderall #fall from Grace #Facebook community #transgender community
  • #authenticity #self-actualizattion #addiction #recovery #dependence
  • #Awaiting my tumor results # naked # I can only start where I am #eating humble pie #WBFF fitness #inspiration # I am going to be fine #U-ME # our future together # engagement #living together #holida
  • #believers #atheists # equality for all
  • #believin#notmygod#notyourjesus#beingtested#strength#Faithinwhatever#mypugjuliableu#surrending#willmakeit#budapest#grieving#selfish#running#givinguponme#
  • #bend in time# working for HRC through election day#I am not very sure
  • #best friends #fall in love # takes along time tonight is our first date
  • #bestfriends#marriage#loveforever#Divorce#ItGirl#Family#ex-wife#
  • #big day # mania # appointment #bad news # appointment at Hopkins # speech therapy # brain on fire # low today with everything going on # emergency brake on my revved up brain
  • #Blacklivesmatter# U-ME # Political conventions # Hate divides our country # getting engaged # promise ring # making plans to live together
  • #brain on fire # peace eludes me # where is my soul gone? #I fear oblivion # I could see a hint of me deep in my eyes # I can leave without peace #I can't lose my soul
  • #brain on fire # writing for transwisdom # Bella and I going to see Clinton and Sanders # turning forty
  • #brain on fire #demons #angels #god #the devil #darkness #lightness # I am grateful to my angels
  • #brain on fire #information overload seizures? # What is normal? #My normal needs medical attention
  • #Brain pace too fast # brain cells on fire # I can't keep up with the thoughts # It will take time # Called the neurologist # please let me sleep
  • #Branding yourself #Corey's Universe # Get creative with you# we are all you unique without trying
  • #Brexit #it affects the US elections #trump gets momentum # people spoke #they are not happy #this is no joke # markets crashed
  • #brillianttime#purebliss#anorexia#journeytowell#slipperyslope#deconstructingmyself#howcouldIdoit#starvingmyself#whatiswrongwithmymind
  • #broke-down body # new surgeon # surgery is happening # need to get first surgery done# major surgery needed on other leg # thumb reconstruction next?
  • #caitlynjenner3trumptowers#bella#adrianna#coreyschronicles#juliableuandcancer#facebook#intersexed#transgederedtoo#bathrooms#fastfriends#poorjackoverdue
  • #chaos#elections#not partys but pottys#sexism#fix your fucing hair#
  • #Christian # Buddhist# #wavering faith #unwavering faith # Finding the Sacred in the entirety of the Divine # My story of City of Angels
  • #Christian Buddhist # I shaved my head # I prayed for unwavering faith # I wrote to God everyday # I received the gift # I am at home in the Episcopal Church
  • #Clinton #Coming Clean without a doubt # U-ME # Clinton needs to put emails to rest immediatel
  • #Clinton #Coming Clean without a doubt # U-ME # Clinton needs to put emails to rest immediately
  • #Clinton #Trump #Clinton office #Dover NH # First day in office
  • #computer hell# recovery# time for a pain pill#linux
  • #Corey #living authentically #intentionality # I decided yesterday was my worst day # Every day is my bitch
  • #Corey's Universe# Free to be # yielding to your own curve # not just a concept # a way of life
  • #coreyschroniclehours#newwritingtime#notthemaniacshours#iamsad#Iworryaboutbellla#jackdiedoneweekago#freakingmyfreaky#Imustbestrong#myfriendeugene#
  • #daylight #breaking #darkness is gone
  • #dead poet's society # following your heart # inspiring others to follow their dreams #Robin Williams
  • #Don must be sidelined # polls narrow # Clinton appears that unlikable #Clinton appears that untrustworthy #Republicans need a new viable candidate
  • #Dont short yourself in life
  • #Dream #dare to live # Live with life
  • #dream big #fly high # we are all better when we are free # my brain fire is subsiding
  • #Endless Possibilities # I write every morning # I got this day #Today is my bitch
  • #Eugene my friend# A phone to call his daughter# I love Stephanie# She makes me a better person#Eugene has lots to teach me#, #homelessness#mymessedupblog#
  • #eugene#homelessness#hekpingythepoor#wecanaffordtodoit#myfriendsarenowinvolved#newmeaningtothemaniashours#cold#noEugenetobefound#Iefttwentydollarsinanevelope#nomorefaggot#iamworriedabouteugene#itscold
  • #evolution #injuries and surgeries # going back to school # easing up on the campaign
  • #EXTREMISTS #Islamic #domestic # people cheering the killing of 50 innocent people # this is not okay # equality for every American
  • #facts #not commom in critical thinking # wavering faith for now #reading the Holy Bible without judgment
  • #Faith #expectation # believers
  • #Finding the sacred in ordinary #It is not the big things # Everyday little things # it isn't just what I want
  • #Finding the sacred in the ordinary #bad news brings the comfort of the Divine # a bad day when I take out God
  • #fire in my brain # madness makes me happy # writing with everything unplugged
  • #fire in the brain # daily rituals #structure # what it has meant for me # accomplishments # school starting up #readjusting my priorities
  • #First month of 40 # new heights of writing and productivity #a fiery brain and parallel mind # reality check at the gym #getting to well #Anorexia #recovery
  • #flipflops#surgery#anorexia#morphine#fragile#gratitude#
  • #followingyourdreams#communitycolleges#beingawriter#adjunctprofessors#money#practical#maniac'shours#Fairlivingwage#lovemyprofessors#
  • #forgo the presidency # lets figure ourselves out as a country # Congress passes legislation #Supreme court signs off on legislation # no Trump # Hillary and emails getting worse
  • #Frame of mind #Depression #mania #Adderall withdrawal #tich of depression #incapacitated # frame of mind is everything
  • #freedom # the ultimate goal #I sold my soul to the devil to get to it # I don't own an alarm clock # left the work force at 26 for good
  • #friends and family #love and support #am I special needs? # mania madness # I got this surgery # Thank you to my friends and family
  • #Game changer# I am not going to rot# Fix my freaking body # hurricane with a little sunshine # NOT just another appointment
  • #god #angels #the divine # illogical # logical # Am I an angel # my soul is superior #I have heard you loud and clear
  • #god #unwavering faith # not reading the bible # a comfort and solace #Adderall withdrawal # I accepted my fate # comfort in the divine
  • #going home from the hospital # recovery needs to start # I am scared and too tired #limo ride
  • #goldenelixir#comejoinme#solitude
  • #Gratitude # being grateful for what we do have # an off day turns out okay # find what you are passionate about # make a difference # healthy living
  • #gratitude work # whatever works for you # there is no right way to do gratitude work # My gratitude stems from Buddhism # Matters that you are grateful
  • #GUN CONTROL #DONT WANT TO DEBATE# HOMELESSNESS AND EUGENE# ANOREXIA #I AM SO CLOSE TO RECOVERY#BETTER BLOGGING PRACTICES
  • #HATE #ProudToBe Video # gender identities # people praising Orlando massacre # what is wrong with this country #gun violence #senate rejects a bill # YOUTUBE#HATE #ProudToBe Video # gender identities
  • #hectic # AMPED # obscene blogging# productivity epic # fiery brain #dysorder# mania #peace eludes me
  • #Herd of won #Freak Tony Robbins # AM I dealing you in or out?
  • #HillaryClinton#President#2016
  • #home?#livingoutofsuitcases#homeiswherevermyfriendsare#gypsiehouse#whatdoeshomemeanforyou?#suitesinhotels
  • #homeless report in NH and Dover specifically# Eugene# volunteering tonight# going to buy donations# Do epic shit#
  • #HOMELESSNESS # MY FRIEND EUGENE # COMING OVER # BUYING FOOD # INCOME DISTRIBUTION GONE WRONG
  • #homelessness #my friend Eugene # what a surprise # no more phone # we don't talk about his daughter # we don't talk about Stephanie # worried about Eugene in the winter months
  • #homelessness #my friend Eugene #U-ME # I have a tumor #waiting on pathology reports # I am strong and fortunate for the loving people in my life
  • #homelessness# My Friend Eugene # getting some numbers from the state#finding out about resources
  • #homelessness#humbled#myfriendEugene#Eugenehaslotstoteachme#Ifuckedupmyblogaweekago#IloveStephanie#
  • #homelessness#myfriendEugene#volunterringatsoupkitchens#Ilovestephanie#trac-phone for Eugene#the maniac's hours
  • #homelessnessisnow#howdareistayclean#whydidntisuggestweorkinginasoupkitchen#pleaseforgiveEugeneand yourgreatbigfasmily#somuchicandonow#notwaitingyearsforameeting#iamprentiousnobetterthanmymother#pleas
  • #hope#surgery#onerunagain#Mizunosneakers#willitbemorethan1race#lastsurgerybeforereplacement#
  • #HRC for President #History #a dream come true# 8 long years #her time #the only candidate
  • #I am a junkie # withdrawal weekend # prescription junkie #huge respect for the real junkies #Adderall
  • #I am a Rock# strongest will #determination # steadfast friend #Lost my footing # Adderall withdrawal #Questioning #Unsure
  • #I am not a grown up # never grow up # be responsible #have a lot fun
  • #I am with Stephanie #finally together # getting engaged # new Facebook group #Rainbow Nation # equality for all
  • #in patient# medication # rules #groups # and more
  • #insomnia #pure mania #maniac's hours #zyrem just once# I don't want to lose my extra hours# sleeping hygiene
  • #intentions#animalshavealottoteachus#nodrama#Jacksbox#compassion#dayfilledwithintentions#thankyou#kindness#
  • #June 4 recovery meltdown # feeling so awful and fat # gained weight too fast # transgression #have a plan to get back to a comfortable place
  • #kid's instagram response to the Orlando murders
  • #last month of my life has been a really unrealistic ride#Jack and his legend#Julia has stage 2 cancer# tumor#Europe#we are all griving thousands of miles a part# Get back to me Mary Oliver i will hav
  • #LGBTQ #Hate #Fear #ASHAMED #LOVE TRUMPS HATE # I Am Scared
  • #life baggage #ex wife #past #parents # U-ME # baggage carousel
  • #life changes #HRC #my daughter
  • #life refresh button # setting it today,
  • #liverentfreewithme#aburdity#drinkstoomuchwine#eatdisordershospital#milliondollars#iamachump#whatareyouthinking#penthouse#
  • #madness # my normal # happy when mania madness is on fire # Born this way # Madness does not differentiate me # the sheep in her pasture
  • #makeadifferrence#gratitude#Thankful#crumpyallman#maniacshours#robinhood#Smileatastranger#Saythankyou#Makeadifference#Dowhatyoucan#
  • #making it count #authenticity # mattering # living authentically # helping others # we are all just human beings
  • #Mania # AMPED # HECTIC # fire on the brain # Misunderstood # My pure mania
  • #mania # no sleep # constant brain feeding # always in motion # need understanding
  • #MANIA # NO SLEEP # NO CURE,
  • #mania # unmedicated # alone
  • #mania #madness #U-ME # Maintaining some normal
  • #mania #new blog # Hoping coffee quells my Madness # Very creative right now
  • #mania #pain pills in the way # too much sleep #no maniac's hours # problem solved
  • #Mania Madness # bipolar is not pure mania # I have no off switch # I have no stop switch # No medication for pure mania
  • #Mania Madness # I will take the fire I cant control # make it mine # my writing will be my savior # Anxious to see what I write while under the influence #Power will be mine to utilize in my writing
  • #Mania Madness # my mind's zone # drawing with words # Vivid descriptions # I hope this isn't the calm before storm # I like me in the zone
  • #mania madness # needing a schedule # study is priority after people and animals # indecisions # lack of focus and motivation
  • #mania madness # not embracing my gremlins # trying to avoid the hospital #the hardest part of my surgery pain wise # I usually love my gremlins # I usually love my mania # no appetite
  • #Mania madness # the zone # releasing the gremlins and demons# word porn # is a mind like mind yearning to be controlled?
  • #Mania Madness #AMPED #HECTIC # DO not disturb # excess energy # Bella is going to be kick ass
  • #mania madness #fire in my brain # Heading to the gym #Pray to hyper-focus # I will keep my fire in my belly and my soul # functioning while dyfunctional
  • #mania madness #increased mania #approaching forty in a week # panic mode # not mania madness
  • #Mania madness #U-ME # AMPED UP # NOT enough sleep
  • #mania madness quelling # I can say no hospital stay # Writing a lot on anorexia #recovery #grateful# Many first lights
  • #marriage #no rush # wait to do it
  • #me time #I need a lot of it #what does your me time look like?#Is my own life too unrealistic?
  • #Melbourne beach Florida # a #bumpyride #Seabeaner #The elusive Hamburger # I found one today #here is a picture of it #U-ME so in love
  • #Merton #the monastic life# mania #madness # the devil #God and the angels# Living a singular life# The electricity of my pace oddity of my brain
  • #Mini mental-mind fuckers # Adderall #withdrawal # I am back # do not speed-splatt stop # grateful
  • #More fractures # boneshearing pain # higher than a kite # seducing my girl # Life is going to suck tomorrow!
  • #mothersday with my family#Jack finally with the people he needs to be with# UNH YOUTH Symphonia#Brilliant#unexpected#
  • #my daughter # our day together #beauty day # Julia Bleu gets jealous
  • #My dulled self # Evolutions # Worse day #Climbing out of hole #surgeon today
  • #my quirkiness #a lot due to mania# maniac's hours # clean and more clean #Stephanie wins me with her cleaning # tip of the iceberg
  • #My six life lessons of my first forty years# authenticity # building bridges# love myself # play nice in sandbox # growing my heart #be kind
  • #mydogdied#mybestfriendisgone#candlesarelitfrompraguetodover#drivingmydeaddoginacarservice#farewelljack#
  • #myjourneythroughanorexia#themaniacshours#routines#goldenelixir#coffee#perfection#scalegoingdown#control#perfectionism#theperfecthigh#Imissthosetimes#thestorycontinues#
  • #MYSTORYOFANOREXIA#THEBLISS#THEEUPHRIA#iWASINCONTROL#iLOSTCONTROLTOTHISINSIDIOUSDISORDER#SIZE00#HOWCOULDIGETTHISTHIN#THEWORSTISYETTOCOME#
  • #neverforgettosay#Iloveyou#TravellinghomefromBudapest#JacksavedJuliaBleu'slife#3packagesofjack#myfamilystartstomourn#goodbyedearjack#hehadtheperfectday#
  • #New blog DSYORDER for Pure Mania # My beloved readers and Maniacal Musings blog # Pure Mania is so HECTIC AND AMPED #Madness is not good for casual writing.
  • #New bog # finding the sacred in the ordinary # a spiritual blog on my daily life # Roman Catholic # Buddhism # No confirmation # restrictions of my mother religion
  • #New scars more than i expected # my click in my knee # trying on my Mizunos # treadmill test tomorrow#
  • #Next in line # Julia Bleu steps up #my pug # my best friend #cancer
  • #NO BUCKET LIST # ENTIRE LIFE SHOULD BE A BUCKET LIST
  • #NO Labels # nonjudgmental personality of mine # Labels are divisive # Everyone deserves a chance and a space in corey's universe # Imperfections are sexy # Tell me your flaws I will tell you mine # A
  • #Not an adult #stay young #don't take yourself so seriously
  • #nyc EDGE # PERSONALITY # DONT SUFFER FOOLS
  • #once in a lifetime opportunity # new evolution # changes in my life # out of my comfort zone
  • #opinions # whose matter to you? # why do you care what other people think
  • #Orlando #equality for all Americans # not all Muslims are bad # we have to tolerate one another
  • #OUR FIRST DATE TONIGHT # I AM FILLED WITH BUTTERFLIES # BEST FRIENDS FOR TWO YEARS# WE BOTH ARE READY TO BE TOGETHER # WE ARE SO EXCITED
  • #Out with the trash # limpy dick# old man # Unwanted innuendo # enough # all done
  • #Pain and anguish # a friend I will not leave #caught off guard # despair I felt instantly # a weekend of bliss with my daughter #sleep and temporary peace #Love and humanity #The gift of ME
  • #parentalgamechanger#
  • #post election protests # TRUMP # The markets # Foreign currency # I trade # USD/YEN # I got this market ride
  • #Psych wards #the mental mystique #my friend # writing soon
  • #pure mania #brain on fire and mind running parelell # reading in the maniac's hours# blessed with fire running through my body
  • #Rainbow Nation # Ally to Activist # equality for all #LGBTQIA and specifically transgender # all minorities # a voice # we will work everyday # From ally to activist # I found my calling #Rainbow Nat
  • #Rainbow Nation # Facebook group # equality for all # LGBTQIA # Please join us # Democratic #anti-discrimination laws for all especially transgender # all voices are equal
  • #Rainbow Nation # Facebook group # supporting equality and rights of everyone.#Looking for new members#grassroots group# activists
  • #Rainbow Nation # Our voices must be heard # consider joining # we need to believe in a better tomorrow # Collectively we are better #equality for all
  • #Rainbow Nation #Facebook all inclusive group #equality and anti-discrimination for all #invite to #Million women march in January #Please join Rainbow Nation
  • #recovery #anorexia # home
  • #second opinions # professors and bosses #too much power # insecurities
  • #self expression #self actualization # authentic self #intentional style #be who you are and go all the way
  • #shit has happened # life is going on # I am not a whiner or a pathetic wimp# I got this # I did most of this # orange diet soda cured me
  • #social media #mentally ill # what is my obligation #fix this problem please
  • #social media bashing #gas lighting # my living hell # I am over it # can't touch me anymore # I am going back to my always forward motion #you derailed me # Good bye
  • #soulmates didn't work #dishonesty # compromised myself for somebody # glad it is over #moved on
  • #SOUP KITCHEN #EUGENE#VOLUNTEERING # MAKING A BIGGER PLAN
  • #Space#Yes#no#Gray#abstract#concrete#divorce#Sociology#psych#conseling#
  • #state of my year #new years resolutions # things change #
  • #success # I lost everything # I will be back # I lost me # did I have a soul? # I have my believers # I have my doubters # My destiny
  • #Sunday #mania madness # my daughter # Surgery on Tuesday #AMPED
  • #surgeries #gym # recreating my body into a machine #parental woes # fire on the brain burning brilliantly
  • #surgery today # it was not a cyst # I have a tumor #waiting for pathology results # hard fighting the fight #Rainbow Nation is not quitting # U-ME # I love her # Better day tomorrow
  • #the about spaces on my blogs # they are blank #I need to create myself out of what is real # there are some major surprises
  • #THE DRAGON OF SLEEP DEPRIVATION # PEACE ELUDES ME # I AM SCARED OF ANOTHER SLEEPNESS NIGHT # PLEASE SPARE ME
  • #The maniac's hours # speaking in plain language about pure mania # day filled with potential and possibilities
  • #The matters of family holidays # my sister is coming after five years # my finger is hurting #bandage needs to be changed today U-ME # additional Adderall
  • #The unknown # is it cancer? #Does it matter? #Checking in with my faith # a tumor waiting on a pathology report #Monday morning # game changer is this post not appointment.
  • #themaniacshours#routine#anillusioniamawriter#Anewtimeoftimetoperhapswrite#needaname#needtobringittolife#sleepingthoughthemaniacshours#
  • #Time with my dog and car# feeing lost # anorexia #recovery # autonomy $I want to do it by myself # I want to do for others #very grateful
  • #transgender #cis-gender #not that far apart #we are all human beings first # not comparing the transitions #transgender people are shackled
  • #Trump # changing rental rates at trump towers # no platform #Kareem Abdul-Jabbar# Softening on immigration #No black voters anywhere #less than 1 percent in Pennsylvania
  • #Trump # Foreign Policy # Fact checking #Clinton's two gaffes # this is not a primary contest #presidential #election
  • #trump #Clinton # No tax returns released # trump 650 million in corporate debt # A new Don # Watch the polls change #Clinton's emails hold her key to presidency
  • #trump #Clinton #distorted vision# LOVE TRUMPS HATE# Don not viable #Clinton's lies
  • #trump #Clinton #muddier waters for both #Clinton foundation # Trump chief strategist departure #Ukraine money
  • #trump #Clinton #racial profiling # Unfavorabilty ratings # House has Clinton interview
  • #Trump #Clinton #Trump gaffes #Clinton up again in the polls # Trump misses opportunity to nail Clinton on emails
  • #TRUMP #recounts # Sunset on river # who is draining the swamp # I love my pug #mania madness #U-ME
  • #Trump unfit # last second amendment comments crossed the line # time to do something about it
  • #TRUTH #SEARCH FOR IT #LIVE IT #FUCK IT # BE A POSER
  • #Tump # Unfit for presidency # no nuclear codes for Trump#Trump accuses Obama of founding ISIS # What the fuck next for the Don?
  • #u-me # being intimate # our konnection # moving instantly from friends to lovers# so out of this universe happy
  • #U-Me # Engagement# moving in together # my daughter # combining our things # building our dream house next year
  • #U-ME # heading home# I am so in love # I don't want her to leave # conversation about engagement #conversation abut living together # I would give her all of me# Corey just for Stephanie
  • #U-me # our first date #fist kiss #holding hands# dinner was great # to the beach # the best kiss # roses all over the suite #to be continued……
  • #U-ME #Castro has died #Going to Miami and Little Havana # Getting ready # a year ago and the wretched junkie #I am so lucky #Stephanie is perfect # Night out in Miami
  • #U-ME #engagement #Holidays #feeling so grateful # glad my happiness can not be so easily ruined # December 2016 # Monday's appointment # Stringing holiday lights # Perrier Jouet #white light ambience
  • #U-ME #ENGAGEMENT IS SET! # moving in together #starting our forever
  • #U-ME #EPIIC NIGHT # Back on track #Rainbow Nation # equality for everyone # I know what I want # U-ME together forever
  • #U-ME #First day back to reality # a suitcase of sexy nighties and lingerie
  • #U-ME #getting engaged #have an AMPED weekend
  • #U-ME #getting engaged #moving in #lots to do #lots of blogging to do #Friday night ease
  • #U-Me #Getting engaged this weekend # my love of my life # I pray she says yes # plans on moving in together # Christmas carols tonight #who's bras are they? So doesn't matter # 2016 holidays are my b
  • #U-Me #Miami # Little Havana # Night clubs # Suite with water view # breakfast in our room # Stephanie is the bomb # I got so freaking lucky
  • #U-ME #musings #details # AMPED #EXCITED #HECTIC
  • #U-Me #Rainbow Nation #Feeling better #Trump #Life goes on #I will not unplug in Florida # Busy day today
  • #U-Me #surgery tomorrow# anxious #mania madness # tumor in my finger # I pray everything is okay #Rainbow Nation rocks # Thank you for reading me tonight
  • #U-Me #Together # Engagement #moving in # always so AMPED together # another weekend together
  • #U-ME #we continue to grow # Weekend spent with the family # time is moving by
  • #U-ME #We didn't go right home # it is so magical # I am in a love coma #We are headed home now to start our new chapter of our life
  • #U-ME #Where we talk
  • #U-ME# Mania Madness # Staying out of the hospital # losses for friends# WE are so happy # I need three hours of sleep tonight #primary care appointment tomorrow
  • #Wandering # dreams # reality # not in the game #levelled
  • #wavering faith # unwavering faith #judgment free zone # not trying to change you # you are fine as you are# I seek solace in my faith
  • #we are responsible for the 50 murders #WE will not stop loving who WE love
  • #what is going on in this country? #truth or dare? #gay prides #chicago shootings# it just keeps going
  • #WHAT IS YOUR WHY?
  • #whispering # U-ME # We whisper everything
  • #white collar hackers # I escaped getting hacked #mentally hijacked for certain # I am in shock over this person # the lengths people will sink to # All is well for the Holidays
  • #Who am I as I write # different blogs different writers # time to write my about pages # my fiery brain is perfect # I don't want my temperament to change
  • #who are you #style # persona # authenticity # we are lost
  • #whose life matters # living in oblivion# November 8 is coming# hatred and bigotry is a vile reality for all of us
  • #Why # I stopped questioning # unwavering faith # my angels # I believe in science just as much as I believe in God # we are mere mortals
  • #wild and precious life# on the beach with our kids# marrying you best friend in life# riding a motorcycle# Not a lot# Happy and content#
  • #window #trains take you anywhere # dreams of travel # watching the trains go by
  • #Writing is an art #the craft should be revered # My blogging experience # myself as a writer
  • #writing is like breathing# always with a journal and a pen#found my writing voice# need to write every single day
  • anothersurgery@#sscars#insideandoutsidethebody#Iwillrun#mizunosiwear#roadracingwithmydaughter#iwillnottakeno3surgerytomorrow#scarsarespecial#
  • Labels #Anorexia #lifer? # treated right # back on track # fighting getting down # rising from the ashes # inappropriate doctor # I will overcome #no more pity party for me
  • Mania #madness # My Maniac's hours # #lack of cohesion # write again with less medication # I am blessed for my brain # who does my brain belong to?
  • Me and my pug # pelting rain # I made a mistake taking out in the rain # snuggling close # forgiveness is best # until we go out and do it again
  • Mind#Servant#Strength#Determination#Anorexia#secrets#closets#god#faith#will#
  • mymask#uncover#weallwearamask#authenticity#fear#itusedtocovermyentirebody
  • perspective#Ifeel#Factsmatter#Nogray#
  • socialmedia#friendship#soulmates#transgendered#articiality#norealfriendsincyberspace#makeyourprofilereal#nofalsepersonas#takeachance#imadeafriend#
  • Trump# his swamp with sewer gushing into it # America is NOT Trump's trophy # Protesting on Inauguration day # Will be arrested for economic terrorism?
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